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[This is wrong.

Saphir can't pin down what's wrong, exactly, but something is creeping up on him. For one, he isn't mentally referring to himself with his alias any more. For another, he's... comfortable, almost. He eats the food provided by his droned wife happily, leans in for a kiss just before he leaves for work, punctual as always... but halfway through the motion, he stops himself. This isn't who he is. He's not happily married, especially not to a woman, which the Mayfield-compliant half him finds rather reprehensible. Saphir... Dist as never been confused or ashamed of who he is, but that unfamiliar guilt is starting to creep up on him.

It's an illusion, he tells himself, hurriedly rushing out the door. The door to his home, in fact, the home he's had forever, all those memories... no. His prison. His prison filled with unthinking drones. The prison that tortures them all without a thought. Though, it's been quiet, so perhaps that's over... maybe he can settle down, make a life here...]


Action A:
[Saphir can be seen doing his work in the library, vacillating between cheerfully doing what's expected of him and stopping, pensive, fighting with himself. Unsure.]

Action B:
[Dist is wandering town, clearly pensive and confused. He doesn't even know which memories are real any more. He doesn't know who he is and who he's becoming, even which reality he'd prefer. On the one hand, his Professor was alive, he and Jade are still friends and colleagues, he has a happy, normal life... on the other, what if all of that is a sham? He can't decide. He's walking robotically, occasionally simply stopping in the middle of the sidewalk/park, thinking. Searching for truth. Trying to cease the crossfire in his mind. Clearly, he's not watching where he's going.]

Action C:
[Olney's Tavern. One half of him wants a simple beer, the other wants a fancy cocktail. He takes both. Alcohol makes everything better, doesn't it?]

Phone:
...Which reality is right? I can't decide.

[Elaboration? That's for the sober.]

B

Date: 2011-07-04 08:20 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] ooeeooahah
[ There seem to be a number of dazed and confused people in town today. One of them nearly runs into Dist, juggling a bag of groceries. ]

Oh! Saphir! Sorry, I wasn't watching... wait, no - that's wrong.

Dist the Rose.

[ There's quite a few emotional cues in her face, but they don't seem to match up right now. ]

I-I'm sorry, not quite tracking today.

Re: B

Date: 2011-07-04 09:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] buildstherobots.livejournal.com
[Dist starts, then sighs, rubbing his face.]

...Neither am I. Something's wrong.

How do you know that name?

Date: 2011-07-04 10:05 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] ooeeooahah
It's... slippery. The part that says I've always been here knows it.

[ Her face twists in a pained smile. ]

It's the name of my senior prom date at Mayfield High... except I went to senior prom with Duc Tranh at Our Lady of Perpetual Sorrow.

[ Ilsa's expression reflects a fear that she might be losing her mind. ]

C

Date: 2011-07-04 08:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] puzzlerprince.livejournal.com
[Wouldn't you know it? The guy who hasn't touched a lick of liquor since prom night is back at the bar. Except nothing really bad had happened that night, right? Because that night hadn't happened. Right? In any case, there's an aching pain in his head that hasn't quite gone away. Best way to get rid of it? Blunt head trauma. Alcohol. Eddie gestures to the stool next to Dist.]

This seat taken, Saphir?

[...somehow he feels as though he's just spoken a name that he shouldn't have known.]

Re: C

Date: 2011-07-04 07:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] buildstherobots.livejournal.com
[And here comes another flood of memories that he's not sure about. In any case, he shakes his head.]

Not at all. Maybe you can help figure this out.

[He hasn't touched either drink. He doesn't know which to take.]

Date: 2011-07-04 09:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] puzzlerprince.livejournal.com
[Eddie sidles on in next to him, taking a look at the two drinks laid out in front of him.]

Who's the beer for?

[As far as the Riddler's concerned, Dist always did love his fruity cocktails.]

Date: 2011-07-04 09:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] buildstherobots.livejournal.com
I wanted it. I think. I don't know.

[Dist... Saphir... Dist runs his hand through his hair, staring at the drinks like they can tell him what's going on.]

...Edward Nashton. Right? We went to school together.

Date: 2011-07-04 09:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] puzzlerprince.livejournal.com
[Edward begins to nod---that's right, he and Saphir were classmates back in high school. But something causes him to freeze in place.]

...no, you... you shouldn't have known that name. You couldn't have known it.

[Just as Edward shouldn't have known Saphir's---Dist's.]

Date: 2011-07-04 10:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] buildstherobots.livejournal.com
You knew my real name, and I haven't told anyone here. Only the drones know it--

[Oh. Oh.]

Date: 2011-07-04 10:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] puzzlerprince.livejournal.com
That's... that's it. I remember now. I'd had a sneaking suspicion that it was some kind of an imperfect...

[Suddenly, he blinks. Shakes his head in mild confusion. He hasn't already lost his train of thought, has he?]

C

Date: 2011-07-04 04:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] riastrad-ridire.livejournal.com
[How he had gotten to the bar in the state he was in was a question Lancer didn't have an answer to. His body was running on autopilot, while his mind was tearing itself in half.]

[He stood behind the bar with a clearly confused expression on his face, flipping through a pair of notebooks. Whatever language this was written in, he knew he couldn't read it--and yet he knew he should have been able to. This was obviously something important, so why couldn't he figure out what it was?]

Re: C

Date: 2011-07-04 08:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] buildstherobots.livejournal.com
What are you looking at?

[The man looks as confused as Dist feels. This is a citywide phenomenon, apparently, and both sides of him want to get to the bottom of it.]

Date: 2011-07-04 08:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] riastrad-ridire.livejournal.com
...Actually, I'm not sure.

[He set the open notebook down on the bar--whatever was written on its pages, it had been done so in a form of Irish Gaelic not used for at least two thousand years. Lancer should have known that, knew he should have understood how to read it, and yet...nothing. Barely a word of it made sense to him.]

I wrote this, I know I did. But I can't read it. I have no idea what it was I wrote down, either.

Phone

Date: 2011-07-04 05:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glowing-science.livejournal.com
What do you mean, 'which reality'? There's only one reality, scientifically speaking.

Isn't there?

Re: Phone

Date: 2011-07-04 08:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] buildstherobots.livejournal.com
That's what I thought. At the moment I'm not sure what to believe.

Phone

Date: 2011-07-05 12:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glowing-science.livejournal.com
...

What is there not to believe? You're not losing it too, are you?

Re: Phone

Date: 2011-07-05 12:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] buildstherobots.livejournal.com
Losing it?! How dare you!

...Well, I might be. I... I think I might have grown up here.

Phone

Date: 2011-07-05 12:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glowing-science.livejournal.com
Because you did grow up here.

A lot of people seem to be forgetting that today.

Phone

Date: 2011-07-05 12:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] buildstherobots.livejournal.com
I can't have. They've done this before; they've given me fake memories and made me think I belong here. It wasn't real then and it can't be real now.

[Unless it is. It's so vivid... and he can't shake the doubt.]

What's wrong with you?

Re: Phone

Date: 2011-07-05 02:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glowing-science.livejournal.com
...what?

Nothing's wrong with me! I'm just hearing all these people talk stupid insanity over the phones, that's all!

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